Potting back into my life on Sunday, I tried to keep that flow and level in my family circle as well. My desire and reality, of course, were like a dog and a cat, and my endeavor ended with just starting to drink on Wednesday out of anxiety and fallen frustration. I drank some beers. And then on Thursday we had the last sauna of the season here, a lot of people came together – I drank again, with the guests. Well and the next day e. on friday i drank already because   So, Saturday was a hangover. On Sunday (a week after the tantric camp) I started to gather my homes and decided to change my life, where I got back after the tantric camp. Love must come to our family and I will become the guardian of love!   The best I can do is share love and intervene with love in those situations that bother me. They are mainly related to the crackling between my dear wife and our son. Conflicts are intense because both are strong stones. The first shouts, the second shouts against, the first forbids, the second disagrees. Defiance and insurrection are growing. As time goes on, it gets harder. I have tried to intervene some times, albeit evil with good – every time I get hit somehow and lately I have started to refrain from intervening in these conflicts. Yesterday, a week after the love camp and the small alto hole used to “sober up” the camp, I was ready to intervene in this relationship with love. In the morning, I gathered the crackling parties and convened a family meeting sitting on the pillows, everyone holding hands. It was interesting to see the anxious family members. By the end of the meeting, the boy was completely calm and we and our family were in a heap. During the day, of course, the clashes continued, but I was not annoyed for a moment and did not raise my voice for a moment. I was like a guardian of love. By evening, it was completely over and I sinned with food to restore energy, but the direction was very right and so it must be maintained now. The journey continues!   No doubt. In fact, this journey is very nice and funny. At times difficult but from the side funny 🙂   People have everything but are still dissatisfied – what a heck!   Arbo Tammiksaar: “During the war, most psychic pressures disappear. They may not be noticed, but many of those who lived during the last great war have admitted that it was the most exciting and satisfying time for them. ”   It would be easy to just go to work somewhere and turn yourself off for 12 hours a day. Then make some beers and roll to sleep.   Too easy.   You have to learn to play yourself.